It's been almost a week since i've left subang and here i find myself sitting down alone at home with nothing to do. I miss those times where i would wake up,open the door and find my friends playing and scolding each other in the living room. The sound and the noise. The things i find myslef doing,the moving,the work,the studying....yeah...i actually miss doing that. It's weird because when i actually study,i feel damn demoralized and lazy,but i enjoyed it,having something to do.
The gang were in Ipoh recently,if only i could be with them,enjoying the holidays. Instead i find myself here in my shorts and Lion shirt,worrying about flight tickets,accommodation and uni life...wth...pink carebear tells me nt to worry and enjoy the holidays i have... But seriously,it creeps into my mind often...the thought of going totally way out of your comfort zone,going to some place new,knowing no one,not knowing a thing. I remember going to Taylor's,going with Marcel alone wihtout my parents,how i apcked the night before and decided 'i must do this'. Eventhough the first few months were one of the hardest of my short life so far,things turned out pretty well,largely thanks to the special people i got to know over there Results coming out on the 19th of December. Remember you can check it online on SSABSA. Use ur Finals registration number and the first 4 digits of ur IC is ur password.
Maybe i should use the time i have,to think about things...review and preview,or whatever that helps. Change is a part of life,but life doesn't change. It's cores are there to stay. It all depends on how we blend with the changes,adapt...without changing who we really are...you know if you are not yourself,you know when you are doing something that deep down,you know you would never do. Don't let the currents alter your righteous path all the way... I don't really know what i'm saying right now. I hope it makes sense.
I just want you to know,you make me smile all over again =).
I just want you to know,you make me smile all over again =).
