I Miss...

Dear Orange Soda and ATM Machine,

I miss you both owh so much...
It's such a sad thing, that people who we were once close with, now seem so far apart from each other.
I don't know why is it so hard to pick up the phone to call...or to just send a simple message.
Yet i yearn for what we once had.
A thing like that is not easy to find.
The smiles carved on our faces are that which live on in my memory.
It gives me strenght and hope that this life has so much to offer, aplenty with the goodness of Our Lord.
If only the hands of time would stop, and i could just catch a glimpse of the times of past...

Orange Soda,
I hope ur alrite.
I miss u so so much.
I miss the random shopping we had.
The food we ate and the bipang we craved.
I love the way we can take pictures together.
And i love the fact that you were always there.
You know, i really want to call you or just send u a message...
But somethings holding me back...
Maybe it's the fear that you might have changed?
Or maybe im afraid...what we had before does not mean anything anymore.
The 'bump bumps' during our car rides live on.
I miss u my dear.

Pretty Boy/ATM,
Remember back in secondary school?
When u wanted to say something and i knew what u were going to say?
I still haven't found the reason how it happened most of the time.
You know, im really sorry if i did do anything wrong before.
I really am. You know im sincere when i say that.
My dear brother, I miss the talks we usually had.
Where anything and everything was the subject.
You taught me alot and i thank you so much.
The experiences had a profound effect on me.
I remember ur pepsi cravings...the fishballs or the egg sandwiches.
I remember ur chokes and scratches of hunger.
And i was always there.
Thank you also,
For taking me closer to God.
I hope you're well my brother...u know what i mean.
Dropping any masks i might wear,
I'll say this deep and true,
You are one of the greatest person i would ever meet.
And i hope that what friendship or bond we had would live on...

I pray for the both of you everyday.
That you both are well.
And that your lives are always full of blessings.
That your family and you would love each other more and more each day.
And that one day we can meet again.
Tears are actually rolling down my cheeks...but i still smile.
Because i have the both of you in my life.
I don't know what's so special about it,
But i do know somehow in my gut that the both of you are really special to me.
It is that feeling that even from 10 or 20 years from nw, the warmth in my heart would kick in thinking of you.

Sometimes ife can be a lonely place if you really think about it.
In terms of makng bonds and building friendships,
Nothing can surpass that of what i had with you.
Acquaintances are aplenty,
But It's not easy finding a good friend,
What more to say people who can be a part of our life...

I am so sorry i have not done my best in keeping touch,
Something i feared i might not live up to before.
I do not know why am i resorting to getting this through this way...
I just opened my laptop and began typing.
I hope my tears do actually mean something.
And i hope you can feel what i do.
I miss you both dearly.
Take care and God Bless.

Love,
Boobman.